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Did you ever feel like you were feeling an emotion but you just can't tell what it really is ? And then all the nice people try to help you but in this moment you just DON'T need help. I feel this feeling all day long ! To me it is a mixture of everything that just makes it into one thing.. This is m trying to explain what I am feeling right now and every other day ! I'm feeling exited to go to CANADA and also weird cause I'm a going to Cuba and I have to be pretty for a weeding. I'm feeling depressed because of school, and everything I have to learn in 1 month. I'm feeling cranky cause I just ate an onion and then an orange pepper ! I'm feeling tired because of my exhausting day. I'm feeling sad because all the series I'm watching are coming to an end. I'm feeling alot of things right now and you may not even understand one ! I really feel like this is an emotion that isn't labeled yet in any language. It might never be. And then there's all the questions like.. I'm I the only one feeling this ? Am I enjoying feeling this emotion ? I think the answer to that question is yes. It's feels nice, but also weird. I like the fact that I'm realizing I feel this. Sometimes I think about humain contact and get just lost in my own thoughts. I think and feel like writing what I'm feeling and then it all POUF goes and leaves me with nothing but the feeling. All the prefect, perfect words I had found just go. Except for now. I am taking the time to understand, put to words and type. Ah what a feeling. I'm thinking about if people are gonna read this, comment this. I really think no one is but hey ! That,s me ! Usually people look at the lengh and just abandon. People invent a reason. Usually time is the victim. They have time. They just don't wanna have time. But then again there are some people who really don't have the time and type a comment or not. If ever I go on to a blog, even I don't always comment. But I ALWAYS comment on what I call «A good text». I is a word you will find a lot in my text. Well I can explain that. You see I felt like writing something about me. Something nice and something that describes me. I feel proud of my text. Of the lengh ! I could of never imagined me, the author of this text. It's quite irrevelant. But I'm still very proud of me. The next thing I'm gonna do (if you were wondering) is check all the mistakes I could have made. Obviously I won't find them all, but that's alright. It's fine. And to finish cause I have to finish somehow. I would like to say, thank you for reading my «very long text».


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So I really don't know (as I told you) how to indentify my feeling.. So i'll just ry to guess... I had this idea while day dreaming in Math class ! I'll just have to put all the names of the emotions I know (happy, sad, jelous, angry, exited etc..). For example:
EXITEMENT:
Eum yeah I guess, going to Canada makes me shake. Seeing my dad makes me scream. Huging my friends makes me cry. Everything is exitement when I think about me-- going to CANADA ( L ) .
That's an example pf the way i'll try to find my feeling. Although I am pretty sure it's a mix of all of them... HUMPHH. So i'll do the emotions thing later.. Thanks for reading my thoughts.


Salue ! Je suis revenue de mes super vacances et j,ai vraiemnt aimé ca ! J'ai eu tellement de plaisir avec Marie, Beth, Jo, Amé, Phil etc.. Tsé toutes les photos, les souvenirs, jamais je n'oublirais mon été avec eux !

iT'S AUTUME PEOPLE, and we all know what autum means.. Leaves, changing colours and most of all school. Tommorrow is the big day for me and as you all guested, I hate school. The new people, seeing all the teaters, waking up at an impossible hour. I just think you sould all be thankful of the great vacations we all had even though some of us didn't do anything, relaxing was enough. How do you feel about going back to school ? And for those who did start, how was your first day ? I'll be posting the funniest "back-to-achool" stories so comment by telling me those :). Start typing !



E V A R O Y

Je repart au Canada l'année prochaine. Ca me fait peur mais c'est ma désision. J'ai choisi. J'ai pas hâte mais en même temps oui. Cassandre va partir à la British school pis se faire pleins d'amies. Et , comme Grace à oublier Abi, elle va m'oublier. J'ai tellement pas le gout la. Cassandre et Eli, en ce moment précis, c'est 8O% de me vie. L'autre 2O% est ENTIREMENT dédié a Abi et Laura un peu moins. Je connecte tellement avec les 4 ces temps-ci. Tout est enfin parfait dans l'équilibre des mes amies. Et la, dans une semaine au bien même aujourd,hui, tout va basculer. J'ai aps hâte que Cassandre vienne me dire qu'elle a passé le test pour aller à la British School. Moi aussi j'allais y aller mais j,ai décidé de repartie au Canada. Donc je rest à l,école Française. Contrairement à ce que bien du monde disent, l'école est pas nul. Oui mais non. Elle est nul parce que personne vie l,experience d'une vie normal adolecent (ce qui a VRAIMENT influencé ma desion de retourné au Canada). Tout le monde a envie de tomber en amour, surment boire un peu et avoir des amies telleent coulle que qund tu reparle de ton experience du secondaire à tes enfants, tu leurs parlent de tes amis FORMIDABLES qui ton presque jamais laissé tomber. À l'école il manque pas d'amis, mais ils manque de pleins d'autres chose. Finalement je part. Et j'ai peur. Mais j'ai pris cette désision. :)

--------------------------Abi est vraiment
--------------------------hot : ) Chui avec
--------------------------toi babe ! On amie même si c'est
--------------------------pas vraiment comme avant ♥♥ Je t'aime

______________________Chui vraiment nul pour faire des beaux texts métaphorique ! ahahaha c'est tout moi : pr

______________________Donc j,écrit pas mal tout ce qui me passe par l'esprit ou la tête la.. C'est au choix